To Destroy or to Desire?

As I get older my life appears to repeat itself in cycles and patterns of behaviour.  Past failures, momentary successes and experiences seem to materialise, dematerialise and then rematerialize in divers ways and forms. And unable to break free all I have is a feeling of powerlessness and hopelessness; as if some indescribable and ominous … Continue reading To Destroy or to Desire?

The Eternal Cycle of Life, Death & Work

Sometimes I wake up and feel the I have an endless wellspring of energy within my belly, swelling and churning as if it would course through my veins, and burst through the flesh of my body, as if my eyes were shimmering, and smouldering with this unstoppable force. And then on others I barely feel … Continue reading The Eternal Cycle of Life, Death & Work