The Christmas period always feels like a bubble in time and space- where the 'so-called' natural laws do not apply, it just feels like one continuous monologue of drinking, Christmas TV specials, eating, lounging and board games, interlaced with Christmas pop classics and reggae. I love Secret Santa, cheesy Christmas jumpers and being affectionately cheeky … Continue reading That Blur Between Christmas & New Years
As I get older my life appears to repeat itself in cycles and patterns of behaviour. Past failures, momentary successes and experiences seem to materialise, dematerialise and then rematerialize in divers ways and forms. And unable to break free all I have is a feeling of powerlessness and hopelessness; as if some indescribable and ominous … Continue reading To Destroy or to Desire?
Sometimes I wake up and feel the I have an endless wellspring of energy within my belly, swelling and churning as if it would course through my veins, and burst through the flesh of my body, as if my eyes were shimmering, and smouldering with this unstoppable force. And then on others I barely feel … Continue reading The Eternal Cycle of Life, Death & Work
You’ve seen its dark reflection, a thing of impenetrable night. Logically implacable, and implicitly sincere. Slick and murky, obscured and contained within the body. It lies dormant, but buoyant. Filling the void with a ghoulish dread, and unquenchable doubt. Breathless from the depth, and the weight of its own words. Truth be told, it is … Continue reading The Dark Night of the Soul