-Committing feels hard -Communication becomes non-existent -Feelings grow cold -Tender memories, and fun & games seem old -Old wounds feel fresh -Thoughts you of you with me, of me are low.... An audible voice, an audition of voices amid a plateau of emotions. What does this say about you, or better yet me? Am I … Continue reading Tired of Love?
The Christmas period always feels like a bubble in time and space- where the 'so-called' natural laws do not apply, it just feels like one continuous monologue of drinking, Christmas TV specials, eating, lounging and board games, interlaced with Christmas pop classics and reggae. I love Secret Santa, cheesy Christmas jumpers and being affectionately cheeky … Continue reading That Blur Between Christmas & New Years
I've always struggled with dating and relationships. I would over-analyse an infinite number of permutations and consequences of either over-committing or taking a cavalier view; only to inexorably end up clutching a hand full of "what ifs". In my case long held beliefs, conditioning and experiences from a young age had radically shaped my perception … Continue reading Connecting with the things of the flesh
There is that great protrusion from out the mouth; not the chest, nor the groin. Covered with cotton shirts and technicolour ties lies this well-oiled machine. Some who make long, boastful strides sweat under its strain, betrayed by its rusty nuts and bolts, well-worn pistons and fetid entrails. And in their haste their bones crack … Continue reading Double Penetration